Painfully Simple!

To all that read this have ever had harsh words toward Jeannie or Me let me make it painfully simple. I don’t care what you think about me. I only care what God thinks of me. To all those selfish people who claim to be Jeannie’s family who are not there vacationing, talking about her husband when no one thinks I will hear, or just doing what you want to do. I am so ashamed of people on this earth cant even see past anything about me to see family. This is a rotten earth because of the people living in it. I have made mistakes which I remember paying for so I paid my debt to society 15 years ago. I really don’t know why I am blogging about this anyway because just like some people do talk trash please do yourself a favor and stop. I mean if I am such a bad person why does everybody feel the need to talk about me. Giving that some thought I let the thoughts go. My life now is a gift to feel the pain of others its ok really I am used to it. I am used to having so much thrown in my directions with the words of the mouths of those whom are not what appears to be Christians. I don’t have any reason to explain myself to people who sees my words as harsh. I simply don’t care. Find something better to do it makes no sense to talk about people what good is it really. I mean is your life so boring that you post uncalled for things with no intelligence at all just ignorance. Lets gets a few things straight I did have a Job which I was fired after I was injured. So I am a good for nothing trying to live off of someone. I have heard it all and as God tells me there is nothing new under the sun. what you are doing right now is what people have done for centuries even before Jesus. I have a hard time now trying to figure out what the next day brings but I look outwardly and see so many people hurting holding on to what material possessions which I know once I die I wont take them with me so why should I care about that now. What a lot of people don’t know about me is that I was homeless which I chose to do sometimes I would rather be with homeless then with people who have things the ones who that is all they care about. I realize now that I lean unto the understanding of God and let his light guide me because He is my only navigator who can really take me home. Now that  I have gotten this far I think I will close. This maybe the last words I will ever write maybe not…

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4 thoughts on “Painfully Simple!

  1. God continue to bless you. The greatest thing is Love. I responded to your post not having seen this. I and my fiance plan to be married July 4. We don’t have much money. I really don’t care.
    At this point we have a preacher to marry us, and a wedding license. No rings, no dress. We may get some simple rings but I don’t care about the decorations or the rest.
    I hear you. I’m going to trust God.
    We come in to the world with nothing and we leave with nothing.
    So many of us are one step away from homeless.
    I have a job but I don’t make much. People say I am wasting my degree but the people I work wirh require much patience and love.
    I can give that. Not sure I mane make sense or not but again, you have a beautiful wife and you are her beloved.
    That’s that. You said it. Keep on keeping on. You do a great job in her eyes and she’s the one that counts. Prayers.

  2. God continue to bless you. The greatest thing is Love. I responded to your post not having seen this. I and my fiance plan to be married July 4. We don’t have much money. I really don’t care.
    At this point we have a preacher to marry us, and a wedding license. No rings, no dress. We may get some simple rings but I don’t care about the decorations or the rest.
    I hear you. I’m going to trust God.
    We come in to the world with nothing and we leave with nothing.
    So many of us are one step away from homeless.
    I have a job but I don’t make much. People say I am wasting my degree but the people I work wirh require much patience and love.
    I can give that. Not sure I mane make sense or not but again, you have a beautiful wife and you are her beloved.
    That’s that. You said it. Keep on keeping on.

  3. Ardell, as a person who had to have a caretaker for a while, I know how much Jeannie loves and appreciates you for what you do. I also know a person does this because they love the person they are caring for. You hold your head high–NO ONE has any right to say anything negative about you. You have confessed your sins and are repenting–that’s what God asks us to do. Those who are talking negatively about you will have to face their maker one day. We just need to pray for them. God put you and Jeannie together—he saw the need for both of you to be together. I pray for both of you each day. God Bless.

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